GUESS WHAT!

Last Monday at the spur of the moment I decided to go to the car dealership because I had just got my car out of the shop and it was over heating and the air conditioner was broke for some strange reason. The shit was working when I put the car in the shop. Anyway it was to dam hot for the bullshit so instead of taking it back to the shop like I originally started to do I kept going down the highway and decided to stop at a Honda dealer. When I pulled in the lot the car was overheated. It wasn't smoking but the little red light was on, letting me know that it was running hot. When I first got there I was skeptical because I had been thru this before with trying to buy a car and because of two minor discrepencies I had no luck with trying to get a new car. I went along with everything anyway. The first car we (me and my daughter) test drove we absolutely loved it. It was a definite step up from what we drove up in. Well when that fell thru and he said let me find something else I was extremely discouraged then. So he directed me to another car. The only difference with this car was it did not have leather seats. The only reason I really wanted leather seats is because my car had them and because I take my dog with me all the time I felt like leather would be easier to maintain. But aside from the leather seats it had all the other features I was looking for. I wasn't crazy about the color but I didn't hate it. My daughter loved the color and she really like the car so I told him if he could put me in it I wanted it.

I am now happy to announce that I am the proud owner of a 2004 Honda Accord. It is Gold. Actually it is considered Beige. It looks gold to me. Anyway, it has tan interior, power everyhing, sun roof ( I absolutely love that :-) 6 cd changer. Alloy wheels. I must admit I have no freakin' idea what that really means but it is always mentioned so I am mentioning it also. It really is a nice car. I am very pleased with it. I wanted a Honda because I need something that is critically acclaimed to run forever!

I had it for 2 days before my man seen it. He has been staying with a friend so we hadn't seen each other. Not to mention he called himself being mad at me. He came to my house on Wednesday morning and when he walked in he said where is your car parked at. He was looking for the old car and I told him it was parked outside. I left it at that. Later on that morning he caught an attitude about something and he asked me to drop him off at his niece's house. I told him ok. You should have seen the look on his face when I walked to my new car and unlocked it. When he got in he just said nice car. I said thanx and we left it at that. At that point he knew he would never drive my car again because I always told him that I didn't really like sharing a car. The reason I did share the last car was because everytime it needed to be fixed he fixed it so it wasn't to much I could say about him driving it. But he knew he wasn't getting behind the wheel of this car. So what he did was 2 days ago he brought his own car. That boy is a trip.

He must have lost his mind but I'm going to help him find it.

Today after I picked my daughter up from summer school my sister called and asked if me and my man wanted to go to Wildwood with her and her man. I called him up and he was with it. So within an hour we were on the road. We only layed out on the beach for a little while then we decided to walk the boardwalk. It's crazy because eventhough it was 90 degrees the water was cold as hell. Plus I don't swim anyway. I only sunbathe. Yes black people sunbathe. Believe it or not people always ask me why do I sunbathe. I do because in my mind I consider myself sexy chocolate but the truth is I'm kinda on the light side. Anyway that's neither here nor there. So we walked the boardwalk and went to the arcade and I was the skeeball champion so I got to go inside this little glass room full of money and when the fan comes on the money flies around and you have to grab as much as you can in 1 minute. Of course it always looks easier then what it is. You couldn't keep the money but it went toward tickets to get a prize. We got a pillow radio. It is the cutest thing. It is an actual pillow in the shape of a radio, and it really works. After that we won more stuffed animals we had a good time like we always do until.......we started talking about the house and some bills that are due.

He had the ordasity to tell me that he don't plan on paying bills because I put him out and since he hasn't moved his clothes back in yet he is not wortied about bills.....Let me give you a little bit of background.....Last month he was supposed to pay the cable bill. He told me he didn't have it at the time and he asked me to take care of it and he will give it back to me. I did and I was expecting my money back because the cable is in his name and we have every premium channel because he said he needs all the channels. I have not seem my cable bill money yet. That was a month ago because the cable bill just arrived in the mail 2 days ago. We were supposed to take care of a few other things that he has not lifted a finger to do. So because I realize somewhere along the line he got the game fucked up and he is confusing me with some other chick I am about to remind him who the fuck I am.

When we got home from Wildwood we were chilling for a while and he finally had the nerve to say to me, "baby where are the car keys because I have to make a quick run." I so nicely reminded him that my car is MY car. If he feels like he doesn't want to pay his way then I need to remind him what is his and what is mine and the car is mine. The second thing was his house key has been confiscated. There is no way in hell he can have free and total access to MY house if he can decide if and when he wants to pay some bills. So he will be sleeping on his niece's couch tonight because I am at work and he can not get in. I wouldn't even care if he was sleeping in another female's bed as long as he knows he will not be sleeping with me and not pay some billz. For those who have read on a constant basis yall know I do not play when it comes to money. If I have to be responsible so does he. I will never be one of those girls that have a man laying up not contributing to the cause. I don't care if he was dickin me down good. You can keep that shit because in my world ain't no romance without finance! Anyway the last thing I decided to do is if he is there on a night that I am at work I will be putting a parental block on the cable. His black ass will be watching nothing but rated PG shows. If he can't handle the cable bill then why should he be laid the fuck up all night watching it?

Ranting About Nothing

I literally slept for 16 hours the other day. I'm not even joking. I was delirious. I woke up once. Just long enought to eat a sandwich my daughter made for me. I have to say that aside from her sneakiness and her smart ass mouth she really is a good kid.

I was supposed to go to a family reunion with my man. I definitely wasn't looking forward to that. But it looks like I won't have to worry about that. We had an arguement and he left. He moves out at least twice a week. We got into an arguement about this skirt that I had on. He told me I need to change my clothes. I told him he must have lost his dam mind because the last time checked I was grown. So that blew up into something huge. That is so typical of us. One of the guys I talk to at work told me I was wrong and my man had a point. As far as I'm concerned they can both kiss my ass. So anyway we might not speak for a few days which is ok with me because everyone could use a break sometimes. I 'm just really happy I will be missing the reunion because I don't really get down with his family like that anyway. They are not my cup of tea.

A girl got killed the other day in broad day light. It was in the exact same area that my daughter snuck off to to be at a party. I made sure I told her just so she could know how dangerous it was for her to do something that freakin stupid. I heard the girl was shot 5 times in the chest. What type of shit is that?

Why do I feel like the summer is over already? Our weather SUX. It had rained 11 days out of 13. That's the kind of weather that makes you want to kill yourself! I think my dam house is starting to sink. The concrete is starting to feel squishy. I'm serious. By this time last year we were on the go every weekend. We had already done so much, but this year all it keeps doing is raining. It's depressing.

Well that is about it for now. I just wanted to rant and rave a little bit about nothing. Hope everyone has a good weekend!