With me around there are hardly any dull moment. Smiles are what I like to see, laughter is what I like to hear and Hugs & kisses are what I like to feel.Sometimes it seems like I have so much going on all at once. No matter what I always remain smiling because the Lord watches over me.

Friday, September 30, 2005


It blows my mind just how much me and my man can love each other and yet we really do not like each other. Our relationship is so explosive sometimes. It's like when it's good it's good and when it's bad it is so bad. We have been together almost 4 years in Oct. We live togethet (I guess). When he's not catching an attitude and going back to his momma's house. Or if I'm not just putting him out. A couple of days ago we actually had an argument that ended up with me slightly crashing my car into his. Meanwhile it was around 3 in the afternoon so kids were getting out of school, school buses were picking kids up and dropping them off, traffic was crazy and here we are taking each other on a high speed chase. By the time we got home I was so pissed off I was beligerate (did I spell that right?). I was in the house just pacing back and forth between the living room and the dining room just trying to calm down. Of course he came right in the house and said something else stupid!! Stuff like that really bothers me because he knows how my temper is and instead of just letting me calm down he just keeps adding fuel to the fire. Then when I do something so crazy and off-the-hook he's looking at me sideways like he can not believe I did that. WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM!!! Anyway we walked around the house for 2 days not saying a word to each other. He went his way and did his thing and I went my way and did mine. We just started speaking earlier today and that conversation started in an arguement. But eventually we peaced it up and we are back in love again. I'm just counting down the days until the next big blow out!!

p.s. If you are wondering what happened to our cars, I'm happy to report both cars are ok (minus a little dent) but they are both running smoothly. (haha)

Wednesday, September 21, 2005


I'm @ work right now, (as you can see I'm so darn busy) lol. I was checking my e-mail and I started reading a blog by one of my girlfriends. She is a fairly new blogger so this was the first time I got a chance to really sit down and read it. I was thinking to myself ..."This girl is crazy." I have never heard of a daggone blog. But once I read it I wanted a blog too. According to my sister that is my problem...I always want something when I see someone else has it. She says I'm like the gimme-gimme girl. lol Anyway I won't stay long being as though this is my first entry I'm just going to ease you guys in slowly, beacause one day I'll really have something to ramble on about.