THUG LIFE

How long do you really expect that shit to last? He had been so lucky, but trust and believe eventually your luck will run out. And when it does, then what? Am I supposed to hold him down? I had begged him to give that shit up. He had been doing it for years. I won't lie I have benefitted from it also. But enough is enough.

I remember the night he came home and told me about some new shit he had gotten into. Dam!! I'm trying to get this boy to stop this shit and he just dug himself deeper into it. He keeps acting like it's not a big deal, but I beg to differ. Now he is driving a brand new care every week. The money is coming in too fast. It is definitely leaving a bad taste in my mouth. He told me a long time ago that when I stop taking the money he will stop answering the call of the streets. I was in such a dilemma, the money was lovely but I was feeling real uneasy. So I stopped accepting anything from him. I actually started an arguement at the furniture store so he wouldn't buy us a new bed. But that shit didn't work. He was hooked. I know he loves me to death, but he thinks like I do. Money talks, bullshit walks. I finally put him out. Two weeks later I got the call.

Like I said before...how long did he expect that shit to last? Now what? Don't be calling me asking me for shit. He made this decision on his own. He didn't come talk to me before he decided to get even deeper into the game. I was trying to encourage him to go the other way but he didn't want to listen to me. He told me I was trying to hold him back from geting money and taking care of business. I wasn't trying to hold him back, I was trying to uplift and enlighten him. Now "the man" is holding him back.