HAVE YOU EVER FOUND LOVE?

I called Boss last night and left a message. I told him that I believe we were made for each other. I left it at that. I told him not to call me so we could discuss that. I just wanted to tell him what I was feelin'. The next day he called. I didn't pick up the phone at first. After a few calls I finally answered. He told me he felt the same way. He was probably just saying that because he is tryin' to get back together. Anyway. I told him that I feel like there is more than one person out there for everyone, but you only get one perfect love. He was my perfect love. I was made from his rib to fit him perfectly. I know that sounds crazy but that is how I feel.

On another subject....Me and my dude was in the car on our way to get something to eat and Mary J. Blige came on, "Be without you." Of course I turned the radio up, and I was groovin'. He said why does everyone go crazy over this song? I looked at him like he was crazy. He said all the women he knows loves this song. I told him this song almost made me put my relationship back together with Boss. Needless to say he didn't want to hear that. He said he didn't think the song was all that. All I could do was feel sorry for him. Why, you ask. I realized that he doesn't know what it is like to be with someone that you feel like you just can't live without. Someone you just can't wait to get home to. Someone who completes your sentence, or knows what you are thinking before you say it. Someone that you love and trust wholeheartedly. Someone that makes you smile on the inside even when you are frowning at them from the outside. Someone who has worked your nerves but you still just can't get enough of them. Someone who breathes when you breath, someone who's heart beat is in sync with yours.

That's sad. You know how the saying goes... It is better to have loved and loss than to never have loved at all....I used to think that was bullshit, but now I know better. I probably will never get back with Boss because our perfect love has been so tainted. So we will both move on to others and find love and contentment elsewhere, but I would never ever trade what I have experienced with him.