More of the everyday BS

I told yall everything that happened the other day between "D" and my man. Well the next day my sister called me and told me some crazy ass rumor that she had heard about my man. I didn't really pay it to much attention because it sounded outlandish. When I got off the phone with her I did call him and I couldn't get in touch with him so I sent him a text message. A few hours later he called me and I asked him if he got my text message. He said yes then he just started blackin' out on me. He told me he knew I was still fuckin' with this dude. He just had to find out and everything worked out just the way he planned it out. He told me that he had some girl tell "D" the rumor and see how soon I would confront him with it. That would be his proof that I was still talking to this dude. I sat there and calmy listened to him and when he was done I so nicely informed him that I did not hear it from "D". I told him that my sister told me. He procedes to go on and on about how my sister could not have possible told me because the girl only told"D", so therefore I had to have heard it from him. He swore I was so cold busted. He just knew he had me caught up in a lie. So I finally had to break it down to him and tell him how my sister was able to get this information. I finally told him exactly who "D" was. I won't explain it to yall because it is just to complicated. Anyway he was livid once he realized who this guy is. The more he thought about it the madder he became. So now he feels like everyone is talking about him behind his back because certain people from my family that he has been around lately have already known what the situation was.

I tried to explain to him that he is just extremely jealous of me and him still being together but his immaturity won't let him process what I'm saying. His response was, "he can have you." I really hate when men are hurt so they don't know what else to do but act immature. Then he calmed down and called me and told me he loves me and wants us to be a family again. That lasted all of 5 minutes before we started argueing again. I think what's happening is we are definetely coming to an end but it is hard for both of us to let go because it has been 5 years, and we have separated numerous times before,but we both know that if it happens this time it will be the last time.

The only thing that pisses me off is now "D" is text messaging me stupid shit. It's almost like he is trying to taunt me. I tried to tell my man that he is just giving that bitch ass nigga what he wants. Another thing is we are having a family reunion today and he will be there. I'm going and Lawd knows I'm going to be looking so good. I know that is so shallow but I'm going to make sure everything is perfect from head to toe. I want him to really be mad because I'm looking this good and no matter what he says or do I will never have anything to do with him. And I will be smiling the entire time I'm there because I also need to let him know that there isn't anything he can do to stress me.